Men or Women for Discreet Relationship, Intimate Relations or Other "Alternative" Activities

I am tired of being the woman who is good enough to fuck over, and over when you want, but never good enough to be someones girlfriend. I am a good hearted person, I put my daughter and my friends first, always. No one has ever put me first. My friendship has never been important to any one. I'm tired of being the disposable friend. I'm tired of being called names by old men because they are not what i'm attracted to. I thought I was allowed freedom of speach. Hardly any of you on here are kind, or nice, You are all selfish, and innconciderate, mean people. I think I have taken enough abuse from you. Being selfish and rude doesn't cause anything other than hurt feelings. No, its not YOUR feelings being hurt, but it gets put on someone else that doesnt deserve it. It gets put on someone who may have actually cared about you. But you are too evil and mean to see it. I no longer want to be like you evil people. I want to be loved, and I deserve to be loved.
My Ideal Person: Someone who has a concept of what respect is. I like a smart, honest, clean, sincere person. Must have a job, a goal in life. My passion is my job, I'm an EMT and want to go to Paramedic school, and further study Emergency Medicine. I love fast paced work, that is never routine. I love trauma Emergency rooms. Ok, I am NOT looking for a fly by type of encounter, or the i'll be in your town once a month. No!!! I want a real friend, a regular steady encounter. its just one good man i want. I might like high risk jobs, but i dont play with my safety and my health. I'm the only parent my daughter has, she needs me. So dont be an idiot and tell me what a hard ass bitch i am, i already know that. Deal with it, except me the way i am. I AM NOT ATTRACTED TO MEN OVER 45!! I get lots of messages from guys 45 and older. I dont answer them. Dont waist your time. No, I wont make an exception. Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:My fantasy was to find a man my age, that could get my motorgoing. I love Fire Fighters/ Paramedics, and i love menwith green eyes. To find all that in one person, I thoughtwas impossible. I was proven wrong today!!!
What types of sexual activities turn you on?:Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Rimming, Light Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Role Playing, Mutual Masturbation, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Massage
What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, Creativity/Kinkiness level
Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:no, not really. men who risk there lives on an every day basis, have the greatest attraction for me. Just something reallysexy about a man who puts others before himself.
Have you ever had cybersex?:I've tried it, but it's just not the same.