Men for Discreet Relationship or Intimate Relations

How do you describe yourself? I have no idea what other people see when they think about me but i'd describe myself as very quiet and introverted in the flesh. Online however, you can be whoever you want to be, so in the chatrooms i'm a more confident and cocky version of me but a lot closer to how I feel inside.Been going through a really tough year which started with losing my partner, who I met on this site incidently. I'm not ready to date yet, but sex is another matter another thing i'm also not ready for is waking up next to another man, so even though I can accommodate, you'll be on the sofa or in another bedroom. I also don't travel, I have a few issues and don't usually leave the house.Apart from that, best way to get to know me is to come on over to the UK chatroom, i'm far more likely to meet with someone i've got to know in there than I am from an e-mail. I don't use the IM system on this site either as for some reason the text box doesn't come up properly so I can't see what i'm typing.
My Ideal Person: What am I looking for, now what an impossible thing to ask a woman, what we want changes day by day usually!!I must admit that physically I usually find long and lean men attractive, without an excess of bodyhair though. Hypocritical of me I know as i'm short and definately cuddly right now, but we can't help what we find attractive. That's the easy part out of the way,Sexually however i'm looking for someone experienced who can help me explore the submissive cravings I get but don't understand. There is a dark side of me that i'm dying to get to know and I think it could be a real fun ride gaining understanding.
What types of sexual activities turn you on?:Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Participating in Erotic Photography, Handcuffs/Shackles, Massage
Have you ever had cybersex?:I've tried it, but it's just not the same.