I’ve always had this fantasy about being in a gangbang and recently I decided I’d had enough and I was going to plan it myself. I really wish I hadn’t done that. It really is a pain my ass and not even in the good way. I have to figure out where I’m going to host and and who I’m going to invite to it and I don’t know which is worse. On the one hand I can’t have it at my apartment because one it’s too small and another I live with this uber conservative who thinks premarital sex is a sin. So do I host in hotel room or try and find someone to host for me. Then there is a problem with the guest list and while I love sex I’m not going to have sex with any guy who asks me.I hate saying no but I’m not going to risk my enjoyment because of someone’s hurt pride. Then there are some guys I would like to invite but I have to big a fear of rejection to ever get up the nerve. I really wish there would suddenly be a gangbang happening in my area and I could go or better yet just a orgy preferably a bisexual orgies since I have huge thing for guy on guy action. That’s why I love going to adult bookstore as there is always bound to be some guy on guy action. My next goal is to go to a gloryhole but as a single female I’ve found that is best to go to these types of places with another guy.I went to an adult bookstore by myself one time and I felt like prey being stalked by a pack of ravenous wolves. I’m not even hot; I’m pretty sure it was just a combination of being young and female which I guess equals hot at an adult bookstore.
Another thing I noticed is to be invited to the type of party I want is that you have to know the people who are in those groups but how do these people meet because I’ve never met one. Really i just want the responsibility of this type of party out of my hands.I just want to show up, take off my clothes and fuck.

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