Archive for February, 2011

In the last two “tied up” blog posts I am left hanging at a party and I’m tied down for gangbang fucking.
Here I am tied down for punishment. I have been “bad” so Jon is punishing me.
Punishment can take all sorts of forms: caning, orgasm denial, whipping, wax dripping, pain, large insertions or any other SM humiliation.
It’s just amazing to be in this position. I want it to happen and yet I don’t want it to happen! These are the contradictions of being a submissive and masochistic.
Eventually, I am ALWAYS rewarded! So I just keep coming back for more …

I’ve always had this fantasy about being in a gangbang and recently I decided I’d had enough and I was going to plan it myself. I really wish I hadn’t done that. It really is a pain my ass and not even in the good way. I have to figure out where I’m going to host and and who I’m going to invite to it and I don’t know which is worse. On the one hand I can’t have it at my apartment because one it’s too small and another I live with this uber conservative who thinks premarital sex is a sin. So do I host in hotel room or try and find someone to host for me. Then there is a problem with the guest list and while I love sex I’m not going to have sex with any guy who asks me.I hate saying no but I’m not going to risk my enjoyment because of someone’s hurt pride. Then there are some guys I would like to invite but I have to big a fear of rejection to ever get up the nerve. I really wish there would suddenly be a gangbang happening in my area and I could go or better yet just a orgy preferably a bisexual orgies since I have huge thing for guy on guy action. That’s why I love going to adult bookstore as there is always bound to be some guy on guy action. My next goal is to go to a gloryhole but as a single female I’ve found that is best to go to these types of places with another guy.I went to an adult bookstore by myself one time and I felt like prey being stalked by a pack of ravenous wolves. I’m not even hot; I’m pretty sure it was just a combination of being young and female which I guess equals hot at an adult bookstore.
Another thing I noticed is to be invited to the type of party I want is that you have to know the people who are in those groups but how do these people meet because I’ve never met one. Really i just want the responsibility of this type of party out of my hands.I just want to show up, take off my clothes and fuck.

I got to spend some much needed adult time with donkeywoody. I’m lucky my husband had to work and I was able to get out. The drive down was what killed me because it felt like it took me forever. The traffic was horrible because everybody decided they wanted to be out bright and early. I didn’t have to be at DW’s house until 10:30 so when I pulled along the grass, I watched his wife leave the house. This was my first time experiencing this and just the anticipation of waiting for his wife to leave so I can be with my lover. Walking in and seeing him dressed in a sweatshirt and pants, looking so amazing that I couldn’t wait to get my hands on him. Feeling his lips around mine, our tongues exploring each other’s mouth. I could feel this cock growing harder and harder and when he finally let it out to breathe, I was beyond happy. I couldn’t wait to feel him inside of me. We ended up fucking first on the couch before heading upstairs. We cuddled for sometime before he decided to had to have my pussy again. I have uploaded 2 videos that he took that are waiting to be approved so all you little pervs out there will get to enjoy what he got to.